Summer Must Begin

   I need a job, but it gives me so much anxiety filling out applications and not hearing back right away. I know that the economy stinks right now because of all the lay offs and now because of the flood disaster that occured here in mid-tennessee. Who knows when I'll be able to get a job. I may end up not working this summer and just having to get a job while being a full-time student this next year. It is going to be hectic if that happens.
   Today I decided I need to distract myself from the job world for the moment. So I think I am going to start a routine. Before my routine can begin I need to unpack and organize the room a bit so my routine will run smoothly. I want to work in my sketchbook daily, in search of a topic for next year. I also want to try to get more scholarships so I am going to try and work on that daily too. If I can't get work I'm going to need extra scholarships or grants of some sort. I would also like to visit the library weekly in search of my new topic. Getting in shape is another factor of my summer. I plan to visit the gym often and get on a routine there. I would also love to get on a nutritional diet before the next school year begins. My room needs to be painted, and I was thinking about doing a mural related to my summer topic. I have alot in store for myself, but it is supposed to be my life changing summer after all.
   I did promise my friend, Emma, that if I didn't get any call backs for jobs in two weeks I would drive up to visit her for a week. I will try to stick to that plan.
   I have been thinking about how to go about a new topic and I believe I am going to use Yao's anatomy book that she gave me as my inspiration. I did want to be a doctor at one point in my life and the topic of the human anatomy fascinates me still to this day. I also love learning about medical mysteries and the psychology of the human. I will try to locate our family doctor dictionary to also use as inspiration and visit the library for more research.